Jupiter and Saturn will align in the Winter Solstice sky to become what is know as "The Christmas Star". Being this close to earth for the first time in almost 800 years.
Take a moment to visualise the powerful energy that this cosmic event will give us to tap into.
As we are preparing to leave 2020 behind us and move into the Aquarius energies more fully I am taking the time to reflect on what 2020 brought me and what I wish to create in 2021.
I retired in January 2020 to follow my dream of embracing my Soul gifts as an Intuitive Healer and reader, something I had promised I would do when I turned 60. In April I turned 61 in the midst of a world wide shutdown. Something that I do not believe has ever happened before.
I connected with my Spiritual Guides and my Soul in mid 2019 and was given the green light to prepare for my retirement and follow my dream of building a home based business of Healing, Spiritual Guidance, and Empowerment.
From a very young age I had the innate ability to just know things. I never even thought about this ability as a gift. It was so natural to me I just trusted my intuition and allowed it to lead me in my life.
I never appreciated this gift or even knew it was a gift until I became disconnected from it. As I got older and had to deal with numerous emotional and physical traumas in my life my ability to trust in my intuition diminish and in some cases just seemed to disappear.
I went through many periods in my life were I was on the right path tuned into my intuitive gifts.
Sometimes I just jumped without thinking about the consequences.
My life felt like a maze with many twists and turns, blocked paths where I had to turn around and retrace my steps back to find my way out.
Twenty Twenty brought me face to face with my skill set. I had to recognize the parts of my brain lost due to strokes and a fractured skull in my twenties. I also had to marvel at the genius healing ability of the brain that created new neural pathways so that I could eventually function with competency. The Brain is remarkable.
My Spiritual journey is very much like this: Every time I come to a stop, throw my hands up in the air and yell "FUCK IT" my Soul creates new situations and new pathway to get my attention once again.
I did not even realize I had a Soul as per say until I was in my thirties. I really just believed our life here was a constant struggle, then we died and got to go to heaven. I really was not sold on the whole burn in hell thing.
Discovering that I had choices in spiritual belief was a new concept for me. So I started a new path to discovering what the Soul was, what past lives were, and how they affected me in the here and now. It is a maze I am still walking through 28 years later.
So 2020 was supposed to be my year to get my business up and running. A way in which to share my knowledge, wisdom, skills and Soul gifts to the world. I thought my life had come to a crashing halt once again when we were put into lock down on March 16 2020 however I soon came to realize the amazing gift this was giving me.
I was being given the opportunity to discover what my life was all about. It allowed me to look at the choices I had made and how I ended up right where I was on this day.
The whole pandemic thing felt like an Alfred Hitchcock movie or a Science Fiction Alien Invasion.
During this time of self reflection I discovered I had lost many of the skills I had enjoyed in my twenties and thirties. I no longer understood the world of computers and the lingo was so foreign I did not even know how to ask the right questions. It has taken me most of 2020 to learn how to navigate my way through Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and create a You Tube channel.
I reached out and got help where I could. I spent thousands of dollars. Some of it paid off and others was equivalent to flushing the money down the toilet. I took advantage of the free seminars and webinars and also did some trading of services to create my on-line presence.
So here I am feeling like a battle worn hero stepping out of the muck and mud, battered and bruised but still breathing in the air of hope.
Life can only get better, there is no place left to go but up, I think I can, I think I can , I think I can, I did it, I did it, I did it, I can continue to do this!
Here is my list of goals for 2021: Step into my personal power and live each day to my fullest potential what ever that might be.
"That's it". I live life in the moment. Yesterday is gone and Tomorrow does not exist. So the reality is I can only live in the moment.
When we stop and listen to our Soul, our Angels and ask our God/Deity for guidance each morning in our meditation we have the opportunity to receive an up to date energy alignment of our highest and greatest purpose. You can also take the time to visualize the life you want to create for yourself.
I have done some prep-work for 2021. I ordered an astrological calendar that tells me what my best days are, what my okay day is, and the day I may as well stay in bed because I will get nothing accomplished. LOL
I pulled a Tarot "Wheel of the Year" spread that gives me a hint as to the energies that will be involved at the beginning of each month so that I can utilise it to my best advantage or again stay in bed. LOL It can be empowering to have an idea of how the energies will be working around you and that you can choose to change direction, or become grounded in positivity.
As human beings we have "Free Will." We are magical beings. We can change any situation from a negative to a positive just by choosing to do so. I am 100% in control of my destiny but only if I believe that - without a glimmer of doubt.
However, the human condition, past lives, DNA, family genetics, religious beliefs, Karma all play a part in our inner belief system so I found the tools, studied the healing arts and every time I discovered an emotion or belief system that does not serve me I choose to change it.
I know that one day I will be so in tuned with my Soul, my personal power, and my inner belief system that my days will flow smoothly filled with love, joy, laughter and financial abundance.
I also learned in 2020 that I do not have to do everything myself. I can source work out to individuals who have the skills and talents I do not have. I know what I like and love to do and what I do not like and love to do. So I am honoring that part of myself that says: "Yes I can do this", and "Nope" I do not want to do this.
So for 2021 I will be present in the MOMENT of each day and know that today I will honor my Soul, Angels, Guides, and ask: What do I need to know today, What do I need to do in my business today, knowing how to listen for the answer.
I choose meditation to do this, how you choose to connect to your Higher Power is up to you.
Sending all of you Hugs and Love from my heart to yours during this holiday season and auspicious Winter Solstice.